And here we go, trying this blogging bit, yet again. A timed exercise, this morning.
I am still trying to find a schedule that will accomplish the things that MUST be done (and there are more than a few, even among "the retired") and leave as much time -- and energy -- and daylight! -- as possible for the WANT to be done...the reading and writing, the small creativities, the sociable moments.
I'm not there yet! But partly in aid of that, and in reflection that I am now not just in the second half of my life but in the fourth quarter, in fact -- I've embarked upon the Ignatian Exercises ("in daily life" -- i.e., spread over 8 - 9 months instead of packed into a month).
It has been a long time since I undertook anything at even this modest level of discipline (an hour a day). It's frustrating, but it seems to be helpful. Good to be confronted again with the Principle and Foundation, for one thing.
Struggling with Ignatian "indifference" (easy come, easy go?). There was a moment's insight yesterday when I realized that "greed for" (books, let us say, for example, yes) followed up by "neglect of" does NOT, arithmetically, amount to "indifference." Or "detachment," if that word is more comfortable for you.
So at present I am doing some work "honorarily" at a parish in town, and doing Sunday duty, remunerated financially, at a parish out of town (with the same patron). This assignment involves about 90 minutes driving each way. It's eastward to work and westward home -- squinting into the sun, in other words. But before long it will be dark both ways, as I know, which will solve that problem definitively.
Yesterday afternoon I began a big cooking binge, with the aim of having meals in the fridge or freezer needing only to be warmed up at mealtimes for the rest of the week. We shall see. Still trying to adjust my grocery purchasing to the reality of ONE two-legged occupant and ONE (very small) four-legged occupant in this abode.
Hallowe'en last night was not overwhelming. I might have had a couple of dozen callers, most of them quite, quite young, and all of them very polite. Trick'or'treaters in this area are heavily parent-accompanied...usually by shadowy figures out on the sidewalk, calling, "What did you SAY?" to cue the "thank you." But one Mom appeared on my porch as the Seuss Cat, complete with goldfish in bowl, closely partnering her offspring as Thing Two, with a placard explaining that Thing One was felled by chicken-pox. All this drama!
It was mild enough for light jackets, fortunately. And then just before eight o'clock a very light rain began, and that was that -- turned off the porch light, blew out the pumpkin-candles, and firmly returned the left-over sweets to the freezer.
And time's up.